'Everybody know death is inevitably coming, but it never fails to catch everybody by surprise everytime one is going'
7 ogos 2015, 8:50 malam.
i lost one of my cousin due to unknown illness (it was just a fever). wardah was just 8 years old. i was really sad. i was really sad and devastated, i cried. so, malam tu satu family amik cuti. well aku sorang je la apply cuti sebab aku kerja sabtu ahad. 11 malam dah gerak balik terengganu. half of my heart taknak percaya semua ni.
8 ogos 2015, 11 pagi.
wardah dah selamat dikebumikan. i was there. dari masa arwah dibaringkan dekat ruang tamu, masa dimandi dan dikafankan, masa last family tngok muka arwah, masa disolatkan, dikebumikan. i was there. she was beautiful. macam tengah tidur. lena. i cant forget her face. aku tak boleh bayang apa yg aku lalui sekarang. baru haritu jumpa masa raya. main bunga api sama-sama. wardah was my sister playmate. dan sekarang... she was no longer here. my Mak su and Pak su sangat tabah. dan aku doakan mereka sekeluarga kuat hadapi dugaan ni.
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balik dari terengganu, aku kena flu. batuk haritu baru nak elok dah kena selsema pulak. lemahnya antibodi.
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.............and i'm still sad .
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