kanna.

angels of my heart

kanna sakit.

dia ok je siang tadi, tapi bila magrib dia mula senyap. dia taknak makan which is surprising sbb kanna suka makan. lepastu dia kencing berdarah. and muntah berbuih. sekarang dia tidur je. kalau aku panggil dia pun, dia sekadar gerakkan telinga, kerdipkan mata. takde bunyi. aku google and drpd situ aku dapat tahu, kanna food poisoning, and dah teruk. internet boleh jadi over reacting tapi..... if it's true... then... *terdiam* i'm scared. esok aku try cari air kelapa. aku harap aku sempat. because going to vet is not an option for me. *senyum pahit* aku sedih sebab aku tak mampu nak tanggung kos kanna sakit. aku sedih sbb takde sape nak tanggung. i love her very much. and indah still need her. please don't take her away from me. please. please.

i feel like crying. where are you. i need you.

i'm going to bed. goodnight.