Amerika.

Harini aku dapat nightmare.

Ok aku memang selalu dapat nightmare pun. Kene bunuh, kene tembak, bunuh orang, accident, darah merata, hantu, kena rempuh, tikam famili sendiri. Hahah i always get that some sort of nightmares. Cuma kali ni, aku rasa ni nightmare hanya untuk aku. Bukan bagi orang lain. Tapi bagi aku. Hello i cried in that dream, and i fucking cried too when i woke up this morning. Lol

Thing about the dream is, aku dapat tawaran sambung belajar overseas for my degree. Computer bussiness. Dekat America(Why the heck america?). This supposed to be happy dream lah kan? Like kau dapat scholar kotttt. Siapa taknak? well, AKU. AKU TAKNAK. AKU TAKUT NAIK AIRPLANE DAN AKU MEMANG TAKNAK PI AMERIKA PUN. but in that dream, parent aku paksa aku pergi. Even aku lansung tak packing apa apa barang, they're still forcing me to go! Heret sampai aku kat airport. Aku dah hilang kira berapa banyak baldi aku nangis dalam mimpi tu. I see myself perfectly miserable as fak. Haha.

that's that.