mata jatuh pandang ke bumi. tapi hati dah jauh terbang ke langit .
i really do .
so this is it. the moment I've been waiting for. the countdown finally end. hikhik. Happy belated birthday to myself. Allah, please grant my wish. save me from this dunya. i'm already 19. it feels so surreal. i was this childish and the next thing i know was im already 19. i barely knew this world though. there's still a lot to learn. too much.
"kesiannya kena sambut birthday dekat dungun. mesti kau sunyi kan?"
"eherherherherher *sengih*"
"sakai la kau ni."
"pahal pulak aku yang sakai?!"
and pagi-pagi lagi..about 7am, umi call. wish birthday. and then she said harini satu family pergi main kayak dekat kuala kubu. lepastu jalan-jalan naik bukit Fraser. and I was like....... okay. hm. *pandang dinding* i wanna go home.
if I was home, umi would know what cake that I really love to get. to eat. because everytime my birthday came around, I would pick the same cake over and over and over again. hahaha! xD but, the 'if' word isn't really exist in this world. logically.
baru terasa peritnya berjauhan dengan family bila kita perlukan diorang :')
celebrate dengan makan burger tepi pantai bersama e'in waktu malam pekat. dengan angin sepoi-sepoi. dengan ombak dia. dengan bintang segala. saya suka laut waktu malam ♥alhamdullilah. saya lulus dengan cemerlang untuk exam 1citizen.
alhamdullilah. portfolio juga berjaya disiapkan.
oh. wow. pingu toha wish dekat kite! *pengsan*
ah. one more step to death.
tak sedih. tak happy. tak nangis. tak gelak. kosong.
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